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"Rejoice Evermore!" ---I Thessalonians 5:16


"God sends the rain into your life so you can enjoy the beauty o' HIS rainbow!" --- Jill McFinnegan (:

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Thursday, December 7, 2017

Spoonie Va-cay...(Part I)

Part I
Saturday, November 25th
 [Grammy Hoffman Birthday, Altoona ER]
 

Grammy Hoffman's Birthday Present

 Early Saturday morning, November 25, 2017, we all went over to Grammy Hoffman's house to give her a birthday present.  What do you get a 96 year old lady?  We got her a sweatshirt with a saying that gram says ALL the time.... 

"Call me when your 96 and let me know how you feel!!" -Gram
Special shout out to my sister-in-law, Erica!
(Purple is Grammy Hoffman's favorite color!)


Altoona ER

After we gave gram her present, Adam and I went home to tackle the daunting task of...decorating the house for Christmas.  My pain in my abdomen continued to get worse through out the day.  By 4:00PM, I couldn't get up off the floor.  Finally, the pain got to be severely bad, Adam made the final decision..
...off to the Altoona ER!! 

When we got to the ER, they did a CT scan, labs, and gave me medications. Lab test showed that my potassium was critically low.  The ER doctor said regardless of the CT results, he wanted me to be admitted in order to treat the hypokalemia.  When the CT results came back, the radiologist recommended further studies be done.  However, there were a few possibilities ...Strictures, partial bowel obstruction? Abdominal hernia?

Ambulance Ride to Pittsburgh

The Altoona ER doctor talked with my colorectal surgeon from Pittsburgh and Dr. Watson agreed to admit me onto his services.  They would be transporting me via ambulance. (It's so pathetic that this the second ambulance ride in two months!!!)

 It was too dark to take an "in-the-ambulance" picture.
So this is my lock screen shot

 
Finally arrived to my room...Ahhh...


One of our many walks...Feet Picture


Pam...IBD Connect Specialist.


Sad Face


Apparently, I must have cooties


Me--Distracting Adam from doing his work


After my first shower... Exhausted, but glad to feel clean.




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Sunday, November 26th
 [spoonie va-cay, hospital/hunting]

"Spoonie Va-cay"

A spoonie is someone living with a physical chronic illness.  Healthy people can't always understand what it's like to live with a chronic illness day after day. By using a handful of spoons, it helps demonstrate how every activity costs one spoon.  You start the day with a certain number of spoons, and plan your day around not running out of spoons.

For example, daily activities that healthy people tend not to think about take tolls on people with chronic illness. Socializing might cost spoons, using the stairs might cost spoons, lifting things might cost spoons, etc.

Va-cay is short for the word vacation, which means an extended period of time, especially one spent away from home or in travel.  A hospital stay definitely qualifies as "an extended period of time"  and obviously far "away from home".  A hospital admission, is a pretty good chunk of extended time... and thus why we say it's my hospital va-cay.

Together = Spoonie Va-cay
Spoonie Vacay = Hospital Admission



Hospital Stay vs. Hunting Season

Monday was the first day of deer season.  While the McCracken family had deer up to their eyeballs, I was stuck in the hospital.  Early Monday morning my GI doctor (Dr. Binion...he also has Crohn's/IBD) stopped in to see me. 

My "God Wink" for the day? Dr. Binion was on rotation for the whole week; meaning... He would come visit me EVERY DAY doing his rounds!!! Knowing that he was going to be in charge of managing my plan of care.  It was such a relief to have a familiar face. It was such a wave of calmness.

Dr. Binion ordered an iron infusion since my levels were low.  In response to the critically low potassium level, they ordered 4 bags of potassium, 2 (40mg) tablets, and 2 packets of potassium powder mixed in juice.  In case you were wondering...it is GROSS!!!!  If you would like to try some, I have a whole buttload of packets (:     Dr. Binion scheduled a dilation surgery and colonoscopy for Tuesday (28th)

They had a very hard time getting my pain, nausea, and yorking under control.  Most of Sunday and Monday was spent holding an emesis basin in my lap and dry heaving.  Upon my arrival on Saturday, they put my TPN on hold.  First thing Monday morning my dietitian coordinator & pharmacist analyzed my lab work.  By using those numbers, my TPN was adjusted accordingly.  The "Jill Concoction" (TPN) for Monday and Tuesday ran without lipids (to minimize my pain and nausea) and they plan on adding the lipids back to my normal TPN "Jill Concoction"in after a few days.

When we first started talking to each other and I came down with shingles.  Adam researched and studied everything there was to know about shingles.  When he told me how much he "learned" during his googling sessions.  He seriously found treatment options, signs and symptoms, how long the virus lasts, what the difference is between a virus and a bacteria, and what medications would work best.  I knew that if Adam was researching and learning all about shingles, he could handle my Crohn's.  Shingles was a little "blip" in my medical life; yet he really put his whole heart and soul into knowing everything that he could learn about my little "blip" called shingles.  

 Adam has been so great though everything.  During the 5 hour wait for the ambulance, Adam sat beside me, rubbed my back, touched my face, but never once did he complain at all!!  It doesn't register to me why he picked me to be his wife.  How did I get to be the luckiest girl in the whole wide world?  I can honestly say that God knew what He was doing when he made Adam for me.  Zero regrets.  Looking back at our relationship and how it has grown, I can't remember life without him. There are many times that Adam has had to miss different social things so he could stay home and take care of me.  He's missed a lot of work on my account, but his work has been super amazing and let him do his work "at Jill's home" (Haha..my home is the hospital, apparently.) 

Whenever I'm in the hospital, it's very hard for Adam.  Hospital admissions are worse on the family rather then the patient.  There are countless hours spent driving back and forth from the hospital, many a sleepless nights on the soft/comfortable recliner chair, staying up till all hours of the night, and all the crying and comforting in between.  My brain still can't compute that Adam picked to marry me.  It is very difficult for me to understand that he would chose me AND my Crohn's. He could pick ANY girl...pick a HEALTHY girl... As you can see, I can't seem to wrap my head around this!!  All I can do is thank the Lord for my Baby Love.


Adam is the best thing ever...

I love this guy...


Thank you to all who so faithfully pray!!


THE END!!!

Wednesday, May 13, 2015

Mom's Car Crash (5/11/15)


THE STORY

Monday, May 11th was a busy day.  It was the day of the church Mother/Daughter Banquet!  In preparation for the big shin-dig, mom had even brought her wedding dress over to my house so I could try it on.  We had even joked about me wearing it!

Me in Mom's Dress...


As the afternoon approached, I began the long task of making myself presentable and putting on my face (make up).  My phone rang and it was mom calling, probably to tell me what time she would be picking me up and discussing the details of the evening. 

"Hello?"

All I heard on the other end was screaming and moaning!

"Mom!!!!!  MOM!?!?!?" I yelled into my phone!

"AHHHHHHH!!!"  I heard from the other end.  "I can't move my legs! Help!"

I put the phone on speaker, ran downstairs to Adam, and looked at him with a confused face.  "I think she butt dialed me.  What is going on?" I whispered to Adam.

Adam called dad with his phone to find out mom had been in an accident and that was all dad knew.  Adam turned Jeeves (our Butler statue that holds the scanner) and we heard the call, "MVA (motor vehicle accident) involving 2 vehicles, 7th and Moore Street.  We need assistance transporting victims to JC Blair."

With the phone still on speaker and tears rolling down my face, I listen for the longest 10 minutes and 33 seconds while mom moaned in agony.  Some things that she said ranged from...
I can't feel my legs...
I can't move my neck...
Ow, that hurts too bad...*more sobbing*...
&
Where's my flash drive...

Throughout the call, I didn't hang up and every couple minutes would scream at the top of my lungs, "MOTHER!!!  Can you hear me?!?  MAMA!?!?"

Then I heard mom say, "I need someone to call my daughter, Jill, to tell her that I'm not going to be at the Mother/Daughter Banquet tonight.  The tickets are right here, and she can take someone else, and just make sure she gets these tickets..."

I mustered all my strength and yelled, "MOTHER!!!!!!"

It worked, she heard me, "Jill? Jesse is here with me, and he has the tickets."

I replied, "We will meet you at the ER."


THE SCENE

Mom was driving the school van back from a field trip, when she was struck by another car who allegedly ran a stop sign.  As a result of the impact, Mom's van was forced into a tree, while the other vehicle came to rest on the front porch of a house after damaging the foundation of the house. Here are some of the pictures...
 
The house/front porch...

 
 
The school van mom was driving...


The tree is still standing...


Pants were cut off...
Know a good seamstress?

 
Right leg bruises...

 
Left Leg...still on the backboard...


 
She had one shoe and one sock...
 **Other shoe and sock recovered at the site**
 

Dad telling mom how much stuff he had to do... 
 
 
 
 
Pain shot...5 hours after crash! 
 
 
Finally some relief...
 
 
Silly face picture...
 
 
Her legs hurt so bad she couldn't have anything touching her shins.  On the initial x-ray there were no signs of broken bones; however, because she couldn't stand on them, they did a CT scan.  It came back clean.
NO breaks...just bruised...

 
 
 
 
They decided to keep mom overnight because of the pain.  The next day was spent sleeping and resting.  Her body was EXHAUSTED to put it mildly.  When they got her up to walk, she was extremely dizzy and began vomiting.  They kept mom another day after her blood pressure dropped really low.  There was also the possibility of a concussion as she was complaining of some pain in the neck.
 
 
 
Bruising from the seatbelt... 
 
 
 
Johnny, Lindsay, and Korynne stopped by to cheer mom up, even though she spent the entire time with her eyes closed.
 
 
Love Korynne smiling here...
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
MOM's SANCTUARY
Two days later she was discharged...with a final diagnosis of severe bone bruising and whiplash.  PTL, no broken bones! 
 
And she walked on her own inside. 
 
 

 
Mom asked dad to bring her shorts...

 
Mom's first thing she did when she got home.

 
 
She even got dad to help... 

I'm writing the list of everything that mom did when she arrived home from the hospital.  It is amazing to me to see her just the day before not even being able to open her eyes to accomplishing the following tasks...
--watered ALL of her flowers
--washed a few dishes
--put a load of clothes in the washer
--walked down the steps (all by herself)
--took a shower
--watered the flowers in the basement
--sat down for a minute
--then began doing schoolwork

 
Mother sitting...

 

Mom's Claim to Fame!! (:

Final Saying...

"It nice that the McCracken family and our friends pull together during tough times.  It's also nice that they overlook situations that will remain "filtered" from this blog.  Right Pastor??  Thank you to all who found my flash drive, my glasses, my scattered money, my Ladies Spring Dinner celebration tickets, my purse, and my missing shoe and sock!" --Cindy McCracken, the Survivor

Thanks so much for all the love, prayer, and support. 


THE  END!

Thursday, November 6, 2014

Hetrick Kid-lets (10/2014)

I decided to make one post out of these two separate pictures, they are related a little bit though.  For a few weeks in September/October, I had the pleasure of babysitting sweet Sarah.  After school, she would "hang out" with me (and we'd usually get a Chilly Jilly Willy) and then we would head over to gymnastics.  She is such a dollface and I so enjoyed her company!!  Here is a picture of us before heading into gymnastics...

Jill and Sarah Time!! (:



 Her brother Cody is an avid hunter and all things camo!!  He got a deer this year, and brought it to my dad's butchering shop.  Anyway, long story short, dad gave me the heart!!  It was a "young" deer so the heart was super tender!!
Thanks Cody for this yummy deer heart!


After my October hospital stay, the kid-lets brought me a Chilly-Jilly Willy and some soup!!  They stayed for a short visit and had me just rolling with the things that came out of their mouths.  between Sarah showing off to her brothers that she knew where everything was in my house (cause she'd been there before); Gunner running around in his diaper and cute li'l baby legs; Cody bringing me a Chilly Jilly Willy and 7 boxes of soup; and Wyatt asking me, "Does that Chilly Jilly Willy help your belly feel better?"...What a sweet and wonderful family all around!!!!  Thanks Desiree for brightening up my day! (:  You are a great friend!!

THE  END!!!

Deer Heart Stew

 Working on being better with my blogging.  So instead of trying to catch up, I'll just start now...

With pre-hunting season started, that means...DEER MEAT, which also means...DEER HEART!!!  A favorite meal of Adam's is Deer Heart stew.  I love it cause I love soup, and it helps that it takes a few minutes to make in the crock pot!!!

One Deer Heart...CHECK!!!


Deer heart cleaned...CHECK!!!

Silly Face with Deer Heart...CHECK-CHECK!!!
**Please note the shadow in the deer heart makes a heart!!!**

THE   END!!!

Tuesday, April 8, 2014

(7.25.2013)~Grill Day

July 25, 2013
Finnegan Grill Day

My man cooking supper on the grill...whew!  HOT!


My lovely garden...
 


Yummy supper...
(with my pretty flowers in the background)


Cheeseburgers...Roasted Potatoes...Italian Grilled Veggies


Me and My Sweet Baby Cakes!!! (:

Thankful for a free evening to eat supper with my HUZ-band!!

Love him!!

MUAH!!!







7.2013~Babysitting/Neighbor Cookout

I had the pleasure of borrowing a kid-let for the day.  
You know how I just jumped all over that opportunity.

Needless to say, we had LOTS of activities and fun things planned.

This is sweet Jasline.  She is crazy!!

We played squirt guns with our neighbor!!


Look at that attitude...

Ethan would rather drink his ammo!!

Running around chasing each other...

Adam was working outside too..
See that ladder?  Adam was working hard on putting up siding.  I told Jasline to go squirt Adam!!  Next thing I know, I see her chasing him up the ladder and squirting him!!  Haha..it was so funny.  I helped her climb up high so that we could "get him"!!


Supper time...


Food was delicious, obviously!!


Then came dessert..
Hot Chocolate Lava Cake and Ice Cream


Jenn and Jess!!



Thankful for sweet kid-lets, yummy food, and wonderful friends!

THE END!!!